For some reason, I tend to doubt myself or at least I used to.
People saw me as super confident and all these great things, but I do/did doubt myself.
I never felt that I was good enough or my work was “good enough.”
I always hated receiving good comments or compliments because I genuinely felt I was being lied to.
People would say, “wow great job, you are so smart.” But I wouldn’t know how to respond because I didn’t want to say, “you’re obviously lying”.
I hated when people would read my work, hear my speeches, see me dance then praise me in any way, because in my eyes, I wasn’t “good enough.”
Little did I know, I AM good enough. Not because of MY power or MY might, but because of the love Jesus has for me.
That alone, makes me good enough.
The devil continuously tried to blind me, make me run away from reality and accept the fact that;
I am blessed
I was beautifully and wonderfully made
I am gifted
I have a purpose…
It took a little extra for me to begin realizing these things.
By this I mean, a little more time spent with the Lord, a little more sleep so that I could stay awake in church, a little more effort so that I could make it in time for church and not miss a blessing.
Just a little more.
Give Him a little more because He is waiting. You just need to accept it; He loves you, accept Him.
Don’t miss the way because you think you are not worthy of the love of God.
We ALL are.
WE ARE GOOD ENOUGH.
Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world. (James 4:8 NLT)